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Tuesday, May 23rd, 2006

Time:9:03 pm.
i think i love her




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Tuesday, March 7th, 2006

Subject:Does anyone still do this?
Time:3:24 pm.
i forgot all about live journal. I wonder if anyone will read this cuz it seems like none of the people on my friends list have logged in, in years. Oh well, either way i guess i should write something about how i feel. I was thinkging alot about things last night and it occured to me that what i think i want and what i want are not even close to being the same thing. I thought there was this girl who i would be more then content with, but after seriously thinking about it, i dont know what at all i saw in her. She's shallow, naive, not thought provocted, not really interested in anything , she lacks wisdom, she really doesnt bring anything to the table, but for some reason i was infatuated with her for reason i do not know. Maybe it was just the way she looked at me, and i fell for that thinking if i could see that smile everyday i would be happy. i've learned there is more to being happy then that. i need someone who i can trust, rely on, relate too, someone who will challenge me and has original ideas. it seems like of all the girls i've been through, they are all really the same, with maybe 1 exception, with which i ruined that. I know there has to be someone out there who feels the same way. man this is a gay rant. I'ma go eat some leftovers
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Friday, October 15th, 2004

Time:11:46 pm.
Leaving to go to NY in a few. Nervous i suppose. I'll be back monday soo every one better be hollering
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Friday, May 21st, 2004

Time:5:12 am.
Not much is new. Went to nova with robyn today to pick lisa up at airport, and on the way we went to ikea, and some food place. Her flight was supposed to come in at 9 but it actually came in at 1, so yea... me and robyn hung around and talked and i drew on her. Jus got back home now. umm, yea. If anyone is tryin to hang out sometime, holla. Oh and i'm tryin to go to kings dominion next saterday... whos in?
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Monday, March 29th, 2004

Time:6:44 pm.
I made a new journal with poems i wrote in it. this is the link

http://www.livejournal.com/users/matthews_poems/



Enjoy
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Subject:Turn around bright eyes
Time:2:19 pm.
Mood: hopeful.
I really should take my own advise sometimes. I guess it's easier to tell people what to do to be happy then to actually do it. But here i start and it doesnt seem to be that hard. I got friends to take my mind off shit and common sense and hopeful outlooks to get me through the rest. Plus i got Bonnie Tyler-"total eclipse of the heart" on repeat. Thats all i need. I'm tryin to hang out with everyone i know, so if we havent hung out latly, holla back.
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Sunday, March 28th, 2004

Time:3:12 am.
Mood: lethargic.
Tonight was alright for the most part. I went out to parties and stuff, saw some people, got a fone number which i prolly will never call. It was an uneventful eventful night. if that makes any sense. I got in around 2:30 cuz i wasnt in party mode anymore and then i thought maybe i'll go to that party on broad. I stood outside it for a little while talking to the people i knew as they left and then started to hike up the stairs where then i got to the door and was afraid for what i was going to see on the other side. I guess that was the low point of the night where i realized why i went out tonight to begin with. So i got back on my bike and rode home and here i am. Alone, melancholy, bored with familiar circumstances that seem to plague me. Now i sleep and hope tommorow has surprises awaiting for me. Sleep well world.
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Saturday, March 27th, 2004

Time:5:32 pm.
scratch that
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Tuesday, March 23rd, 2004

Time:1:18 am.
All i have to say is things are swell
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Sunday, March 14th, 2004

Subject:Well aint fate some shit
Time:6:49 am.
Mood:Fucking stoked.
So today me and pace decide to call it quits, a day before our 3 month aniversary. At first i was sad, like i always am, but tonight i met someone who is sooo i dont know. She seems to be everything i've been looking for plus things i didnt even know i value in people. We have bunches in common and i'm soo stoked about this. It's 7 am now and she left like an hour ago and we've been talkin on the internet since she got home. I'm gonna see her tonight when she gets off work, but it seems soo far away. Someone entertain me for awhile cuz i dont think i'll be able to sleep.
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Saturday, March 6th, 2004

Time:7:18 pm.
So i'm back from vmi and i won the gold in both the 400 and 800 meter run. I'm soo sore but i have 2 gold metals to show for it, plus some new shoes and some new running gear. Yea. Be jealous
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Thursday, March 4th, 2004

Time:11:50 am.
so i'm competing in the 1/4, 1/2 mile race at vmi on saterday. Who wants to come cheer?
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Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004

Time:1:01 am.
so i moved into my new place. Its really neat. i finally got my room all together after 4 days of non stop working. on another note, i miss pace. Like she left on sunday morning, and comes sunday night i was missing her alot. I felt almost like really sad that she wasnt here. I dont know what this means. I hope i get to see her soon. On a happier note, i invite all to come to my new house and hang out with me and be jelous of my room cuz its way too tiight. i'm thinking about having some sort of movie night. Who wants to partake in this? ok i'm gonna try and get this on demand thing working.
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Thursday, February 19th, 2004

Time:1:48 am.
Sooooo

Valentines Day was a hit. Matthew + Pace = Good idea

Think i may have gotten a new job at Movie Gallery

Got an A on my Physics and life science tests! (Go me)

Found a awesome apt today. lemme tell you bout this junk. It has 3 big bedrooms, and a little bedroom. A big ass kitchen thats really weird. 3 Bathrooms, a huge den, and brand new wood floors. It has other cool things to but either way its tiight. So far the roomate roster is me, ashley, and kickout. Anthony may move in but if he doesnt, then who wants to !!

Finished my empire state building 3d puzzle.

I just got ice cream and now i'm watching son in law


Life is good
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Tuesday, February 3rd, 2004

Time:5:10 pm.
So i saw a Avail video from 96 the other day and it has me crowd surfing. I was like 12. I'm soo Neat.
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Sunday, February 1st, 2004

Time:6:03 pm.
So last night me and pace and kickout and davy and leah and anica went bowling. I won 2 games. I'm the best. We were tryin to go to friendly's afterwards but instead we went to the lofts to stop some fight. We walked up in there and this big black guy was kicking my friend ben. So i charged him and hit him at least 4 times in the face. He didn't hit me but j ust walked away. What a pussy. Someone said "cops" So we all dipped to 7-11. We went to davys house afterwards and just talked and hung out. Then we went to 3rd st and got some food. it was a fun night. I like hanging out with those people. Me and pace woke up like an hour ago. I need some food.
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Wednesday, January 21st, 2004

Subject:Man it's fucking cold outside
Time:3:12 pm.
So today was my first day back at school. I had my first class at 1 and it was physics. It was fun. I knew a bunch of people in there so i was happy. I have another science class at 4 and a psycology class at 7. I'm looking foward to school. It's much better then working, and i feel like i have my life back on track. So yea, yay vcu. Ok, i have to get ready for class.
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Tuesday, January 20th, 2004

Subject:Do you want to start all over again
Time:3:44 am.
Mood: apathetic.
Today my sister and I visited my parents. We ate chinesse and listened to my sister bitch. I came home and ate some ice cream and watched american idol. Then i went to the gym. I talked to tori for over 4 hours tonight. It was neat cuz their was never a dull moment or silence. I like that. As for now i'm gonna try and sleep. Me and colin are goin to the gym tommorow. This should be interesting.
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Sunday, January 18th, 2004

Subject:I can spot a liar a mile away
Time:11:54 pm.
Mood: frustrated.
School starts on wensday. I'm pretty excited. I can't wait to move out of this house into my new one. Only a month and some to go. Things have been kinda eh latley. I was kinda upset about something tonight so i rode my bike to kroger and spend 20 bones on ice cream and ice cream suplies. So i'm sitting here now, eating ice cream. Feeling kinda dissapointed i guess. I dont know. I wish i had a new puzzle to do. I won a couple today on ebay. Now i just have to wait for them to get here. I hope this melonchaly feeling goes away soon. I'm gonna scratch some lottery tickets now.
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Thursday, January 8th, 2004

Subject:ahhhchooo
Time:10:48 pm.
Mood:I need to be sleepy.
Same old stuff. Yesterday i hung out with julia and ashley. We went to the mall and to cicis. It was neat. Later that night i met up with pace and we went to a show. I hate shows. But we went in hope's that two certain girls would do something/say something because i had an arsonal of ladies there ready to fight. But they didnt, so we just chilled. Me and collin and brian had fireworks, but i def chickened out. Somewhere along the set i thought setting off roman candles inside a club full of people may just be a bad idea, and coould potentially be not soo funny as we had in mind. Today was a lazy day. I went to the gym and worked on a puzzle. Tommorow i have to work and after pace gets off were gonna have a pizza/ice cream/family guy/cuddling extravaganza. I'm stoked. and yea, If anyone wants to buy me the simple life dvd... that would make me smile. oh, and i'm cold. Can i for once have a house with heat. Cold is old. Heat is neat!
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